Keep going - a quiet day in my head

I had a quiet day yesterday. In my head it was quiet. It was easy and lovely to be in. No nagging voice of how to get out of the situation I am in. No, angry or sad voices. Just a peaceful existence inside my own head. A rare but it did happen. 

I wonder though whether people will still be interested in my vlogs (see below) if they found out I had a peaceful day. I saw the statistic on the video below and saw it was significantly lower than my other videos this week. Namely because in those videos I was my normally emotional wreck of a mind. Am I only able to attract people if I were in a panic and anxious state? That is dangerous. My body can’t afford to be in an emergency state for a long period of time. That is not normal. 

What if I had to choose between peaceful state of being or money. That is a scary thought. I really wish I could just be in whatever state of mind and emotional beingness and still be showered with blessings. That would be ideal. But it could be just wishful thinking.